Ok, what can I say? I know that was you and thank you so much for saying that. I really appreciate it. You still mean a lot to me, and I will always wonder what could have been. Just know, you always hold a dear and special place in my heart no matter how it was that it all went down and all the things that went wrong/incorrect or whatever and you always will hold a special place in my heart.
Also, I want you to know that if you want to... I'm always available to talk. I will always be here for you, no matter what. It's just been too much for me to feel any other type of way about all we've been through and how we almost could've had it all and then didn't.
With that said, if you want to, drop your contact details and I'll get back to you when I can. I won't publish the contact information. I'd just like to maybe talk to you again and see how you've been. Praying you are well. Know that you are still very special to me and that won't ever change. I'll always wonder what could've been and never got to be and probably never will be. But I'm still here for you forever and whenever.
With love always and forever yours,
-Zul